I'm feeling your pain buddy and I rather suspect I know where you are at so have this one on me:
NOW At the moment you still think you are in with a chance of taking me to school. Unfortunately it is wearing you and your carpet out. Stop all that night time pacing up and down and go and see your GP and get them to prescribe some night sedation like Nitrazepam. You need some sleep man.
THREE MONTHS At about that time it is going to dawn on you that it isn't lack of sleep which is the problem. For good reason this will make you extremely anxious. Go and see your GP and get them to put you on a daytime sedative like Diazepam.
SIX MONTHS Reality is going to be setting in. You will need the GP to do a home visit to prescribe you something like Prozac for your depression.