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Was he ever a jockey?
Was he ever a jockey?
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You wouldnt want him riding for you now !! What a size he has got !!!
Silly man, when you get to that size you're going to get health problems.
Bit worried about him after seeing that... out of breath just standing and talking 
Yes, my opening post was half in jest obviously
But I wouldn't have started it if I had known about his depression
Hope the man can sort himself out, seems like a really good bloke
But I wouldn't have started it if I had known about his depression
Hope the man can sort himself out, seems like a really good bloke
Distressing listening to him gasping for breath. Lovely fella, and I hope someone puts him back on track regarding his health.
“I’ll be honest, I did get to a point when all I wanted to do was top myself.
“I had to go home and lie in a dark room and stop myself.
I ended up in a mental hospital for a while and, when that happened, the owners took their horses away . . . which made me worse.
“I got down to about 12 horses from 60. Tough times.
“My panic attacks got so bad I’d set off to go to the races but have to turn around and come home, I couldn’t even overtake a lorry on the motorway.”
When he speaks about the dark times, while twiddling one of his 20 **** a day in one hand — and clutching his favourite Mr Grumpy mug in the other — he looks off into the distance and his eyes begin to glisten.
He is managing his anxiety now better than he has ever done and he wants to leave the past in the past.
“I had to go home and lie in a dark room and stop myself.
I ended up in a mental hospital for a while and, when that happened, the owners took their horses away . . . which made me worse.
“I got down to about 12 horses from 60. Tough times.
“My panic attacks got so bad I’d set off to go to the races but have to turn around and come home, I couldn’t even overtake a lorry on the motorway.”
When he speaks about the dark times, while twiddling one of his 20 **** a day in one hand — and clutching his favourite Mr Grumpy mug in the other — he looks off into the distance and his eyes begin to glisten.
He is managing his anxiety now better than he has ever done and he wants to leave the past in the past.
Wasn't being severe Acey, just saying he needs to lose some weight for his healths sake. If you suffer from anxiety and depression it's easy to head for the fridge for some comfort food or a few cans. Hope he gets healthier and happier, easier said than done imo.
His ex who keeps his name has been on an upward curve.
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