this is how to end up a loser like me

Stop hurting your other half and you've got an interesting life story
You've got intelligence,you drank to feel better who doesn't,you dodged a death bullet,were able to give up drink 99.9% can't,you won and lost gambling who doesn't rough and smooth of the game,swap your frustration look around you're still here.
There are good people with families dieing in their 30s,I've got a relative who died recently at 37 I've got a mate 39 who's been waiting to die (who wasn't expected to see Christmas) hung on for Cheltenham and he's still here be grateful for being alive

one for denz

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8CeAHfAD2w

I don't look at your clips you are a disinguous person with ego issues

disingenuous*

Nobody else looks at them either

H.G..Wells a good writer, tells a story, the history of mister Polly about a man who runs a store, he hates vhis liFe, he has tried to live a conventional existence. Depressed. He tries to burn his business down. During the cinfusion of fire, his wife and friends? Thinks he hahas perished. He leaves and comes across a new life. A better life. Patterns of force. We trap ourselves. I was told my dad was earning more money in the sixties than a footballer. Around eighty quid a week. Gold in 1972 was 35 dollars an ounce . He couof have gambled on gold by buying ssovereigns. At 2-3 dollars a pound. He cwould have bought wwith half hhis cash 80x3 . 240 /35 about seven ounces of gold a fortnight. For the ten years in that job. X26,x10 .. Equals  35x260 = 9100 ounces of gold. In todays money a multi millionaire in ten years. But If my auntie had balls she would be my uncle. IF. My dad never invested in aanything. He spent it on anything he wanted. He gambled bookies. He was earning the equivalent of four or five mens wages. Gold was cheap? Maybe it's still cheap?
We all lose in life. There are no winners. Steve jobs died from eating fruit. Pancreas sugar overload. 
It's all about how you compare yourself to othere.
Many users on betfsir think I might be deluded  to believe in god . But theh are the mminority. I was like them thirty years ago. I have seen God in action a few times. I refuse to talk about it.  it's pprivate. The whole world has been on a road downhill since 2001. Anyway... Stop comparing yourself to others. Stop listening to men. Most are idiots. Even wealthy ones like trump. Success is ttoxic. Has nothung to do with happiness. I laugh a great deal each day and am a huge 'failure' in liFe. My only pain is that my brothers  have chosen the world and Satan.  they distrot Jesus and what they imagine is the church.
I changed. I learned to swim at age thirty. I can swI'm eendlessly. I feared water. You can learm a new skill each yr?  Why are you choosing to fail.  being wworking clsss is nit an eexcuse. Men in jails find god. Men can cchange the patterns they find tthemselves in. Free cchoice. Bad phone pick from me. Predictive text is frustrating me. I may have to get a internet connection.

Morning P63 is that the year of your birth. First thing activate the daily stop loss on your account, it will stop you going on tilt.

Zorro is correct imo about God. Let God into your life. I have often found pre lockdown of course that to sit in a church, maybe light a candle, for 10/15 minutes a day or whenever things are getting to much is a great way to unwind. The peace and serenity it brings leaves me ready for the day and tasks ahead.

I say the rosary everyday for loved ones, people in need, for loved ones gone before, again it gets things into perspective. How many people have you thought were better off than you in the past, and are now in a bad way, or deceased.

We are not here for a long time, make the most of it,GAMBLING IS NOTHING, FAMILY IS EVERYTHING.

Have a good day, activate the stop/loss.

Inner peace and the good Lord. They are within. Happiness is within.

Gambling is a tricky one. My golden rule is to stick to small amounts, if you have
knots in your stomach awaiting an outcome then you`ve staked too much.

If people say something with intention of causing you harm and society back's up the notion that you should feel harm then be an awkward bustard like me and don't play along.
Think about it logically they intend to hurt you the worst/stupidest thing to do is go along with it why a psychological beating stick in which to beat yourself? It makes no sense

You forgot to add that you are left wing nutjob who doesnt pay up on his promises.

I would not display my weaknesses on here, we all have our weaknesses but there are some evil fiends on here who will use that content against you at a later date (or sooner) as we can see.

People who got into grammar school aren't victims, they are a success. Sorry but stop being a victim, it's your life and every single decision you make is your own.

I would not display my weaknesses on here, we all have our weaknesses but there are some evil fiends on here who will use that content against you at a later date (or sooner) as we can see.

This is very True..

There are some who know this, subconsciously thinking the abuse and ridicule that will follow can be used as a form of redemption.

Imo. Let's Stop looking for things or people to blame. Concentrate on an answer. If she believes in you like you say.. Confess, put her in charge of your finances..

A friend of mine, gives himself an allowance to gamble with which he can alter for big meetings.. £10 or £20 a day which he withdraws as soon as and plays with profits.. He's been doing this for the last 8 years..

Gambling has become fun for him.. so he says.

How are you today P63 I always thought you came across as pretty shrew on here, you know your onions.

Shrewd *

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